if you want it, go for it

Currently on the phone and its funny how a drunk's mentality can really ease your worried, paranoid head even if sometimes they don't even know what they're saying. The weight has been lifted off my shoulders, and I guess shit happens. Excuse me for my insane overreacting self..the capacity of this mixed feeling in my body is what i figured to be quite dumb. Always had this conscious of how history does repeat itself, and that concludes me to thinking and assuming ridiculous thoughts in mind that one day, there wouldn't be another day. You get? No..alright good. Maybe right now I'm way too tired to even figure out what Im saying, cause I know if i read this tomorrow i'll be shaking my head to a disappointment that I've rant on about jibberish and nonsense predictions of what the future may bring. Luckily a word of advice cleared my head, and it's easy to say that life is back to normal for me, imagine the possibilities of what I would've done without you? Fuck, stupidness overtakes my thoughts sometimes, and I need that will power to think it through before I act. So breathe in, and out, in and out. Faerietales are for losers, ain't never gonna happen. Im glad it doesn't, or else my head will be in outer space thinking where reality has gone? Trust me I couldn't bare this guilty conscious of mine..if I had one. Can i be anymore irritated with myself..okay THE END

Ignorance is Bliss

p.s I'm not a threat, im your friend
p.p.s Just keep assuming that each new ones are gonna be different
p.p.p.s and i just found out, P.S stands for 'PostScript'
post='after' script='writing' in latin